Shagged.

Training was intense. Okay maybe I never really had a mad-intensive training since Ms Poon so it seems really bad right now but - : (

My stamina has really deteriorated to the pitsssssss, gah. And training with the guys made me realise how inferior in strength we are. I wish I hit amazing balls and can do double skips like a cloud floating.

Gotta get focused.

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Sorta kinda miss Cedar. Sometimes I really feel like I lost myself in the transition. Somehow JC friendships seem confusing and transient but ok I'm so blessed to have amazing girls in 16/11 and Sin Hui and errrryone.

Dreaming.

Why do I always think too much?
 There are always various issues with me at any one point in time of my life. I must be an issue myself.

I should've gone out for Gong Cha a while to take a breather. Texting has been keeping me sane through this day. ☹ I think friends > television> facebook yup, I've got to make my priorities right.
Nervous for chemistry and econs tests in the coming week (tomorrow, basically). If I can't do this then I am an incapable person. People are soaring like full-fledged eagles, and then some.

Okay 'friends are so complicated'.
PI fail. Yup that's about it.

And if you try to get a move on.

76th birthday of Roger Hargreaves

I had no idea he was dead!!! Anyway, someday I shall have my own Google doodle #aspiration

Really gotta get my discipline thing going on. It's already 9th May, gawddammit............
How true; why is it that I try to get people inspired even though I myself get distracted half the time? Oh, I am forever locked out of twitter, thanks to @yannissarah hehe.

Just a little bit.

Take me to wonderland.

Lyn and I will draw these houses by the coast real soon.
I'm grateful for the friendships I have.
16/11 is really quite dysfunctionally amazing.

We the Asians of conservative blood.

I'm scared to face you. I don't think I can be brutally honest. Not to you. I'm sorry.

Pictures

These were taken only two years ago.

I'm so tired of my face hahaa

Wane.

Sometimes people's shine goes out after a while and they lose their magnificence as a bronzed horse in the sun would.

Don't burn your own light out.

Up where rainbows and corns exist.

The dysfunctional nature, the fact that everyone has their own unique traits and personalities are really one of the reasons why I am able to wake up every morning. I love my CG 16. Everyone is not politically correct and flawless unlike 4M, where even the smallest gossips fizzle out into a spark like a dying fire sparkler on the tar road that has never reached the status of a roaring fire.
I really am appreciative of the girls who keep me happy like Jodi Lyn Jasmine Joy Abi Inge Hazel Esther okay like pretty much all the girls and the guys too okay I could never ask for a better class.