Friday, April 22, 2011

There's Truth Behind every 'Just Kidding', Emotion Behind 'I Don't Care'.

I interrupt my attempt to complete my Econs homework with important blog-worthy thoughts. Not so, just that I thought I should. Because it's something worth recording now.

What happened to me, I seem to lose my drive and purpose to study. It's true that friends are more important than anything to me right now. I seem to have none of the motivation to work, only to check on @willyguacamole and Facebook.

I can't continue like this. I hope this is a transient phase.


Wednesday, April 20, 2011

Ashikin

I feel so touched she told me the news first. I appreciate her so much for that.
And it was the first time I had truly felt immensely proud for someone.

I love my CombinedRainbow. I want her to be happy!!!!!!!

In other Raffles news, I hope I can meet up with Rugaiyah soon. Melayu kawan-kawan baik ftw, hehe.

Scary.

It's so scary how your mood still affects me even after all these years.
I'm here asking myself why.
Asking myself all these questions that I don't have the answers to.
I feel so lost in this world; what's the truth and what isn't.
It's all so difficult.

I ask myself why I get so affected though it isn't supposed to be.
I don't know why, but it just isn't.

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Round #1.

Lost, but it can't happen again.
My seniors deserve TJ advancing into the next round because all the odds are in our favour. And the fact that they fought so hard makes my heart ache even more. This dream is real, more real than the hopes of Cedar Tennis ever was. Wishing, hoping, praying that our story will be made up of success, integrity and full-on pride for TJ. I've always wanted to know how that felt like since I was always on the losing end.

I feel happy for Emily and Crystal. I'm so proud of them because it's amazing how they got so far.

(L).
I hope Sinhui can play.

Sunday, April 10, 2011


I WILL LOVE MY FRIENDS AND
APPRECIATE THEM SO VERY MUCH.

EACH AND EVERY ONE OF THEM ARE SO DARN BEAUTIFUL IN THEIR OWN WAY.
AND SO IS MY FAMILY.



Time to upload more pictures from my camera.

Saturday, April 9, 2011

#Deviant.

I WANT TO TALK TO YOU SO D@MN MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rebecca focus focus focus.