Somehow I think that I will disappoint myself, and the others.
It seems to hurt increasingly as the day wears on. Idk, it hurts on the inside and the outside.
Maybe the fear of the rigour overwhelms me sometimes, kinda all the time, but that doesn't mean I don't wanna try. I think right now, it's whether I can even try.
I hate hate hate being weak. Being weak is not a very good example to anyone, really.
And I can't do double skips and argh I can't even practise now, just because. ASDFGHJKL.
If my body can't take this, I will be so disappointed.
Been sleeping early, really early, these few days. I hope tonight's sleep will heal everything.
Arghhhhhhhhh sh*$tz
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