not gna b royal

hey xy if youre reading this, i wanna wish you a sooper happy birthday bc i haven't seen you in a while and youre one of my closest friends and you deserve better
thanks for everything you've done for me circa COALs and being quarter mistresses > studying for chinese > a levels & best ramen at iluma.

these two days = birthdays of close friends and in my mind it wasn't supposed to be this way but the unspecial plan happened and I thought I should type out the reasons and other things, here. it was what brought me to switch on the mini lamp and my computer when i'm supposed to be sleeping. a lot of stuffs behind this, so pls: