cupcake

i've got nothing
okay so maybe that's like what's been mashed up in my thoughts.

happy valentine's day
cannot neglect the great people in my life right now. friends > everything. like who plays sushi go round on valentines day while doing essays. who gets to eat so many good things from greater people. thanks everyone for a lovely day.

my world revolves in a totally different solar system not like yours at all ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh k

safe and sound.

pdp exhibition today; thank goodness it went well!!!!! set up the booth complete with balloons and posters and icecream sticks and crazy, ostentatious bubble-blowers and loudhailers and big ribbons. all for two dollars!! the wonders of daiso; si shiong would be so proud of me!
really appreciative of my new team girls, rachel, vik, charm. and ofc the perpetually wonderful other people, sin hui and ket. i feel so much more of a real team now, more laughter when we head out after training for bubble tea, being crazy and shouting mad stuff in the blanket of darkness- except vik hehe. wonderful times like these, i hope they'll never ever burn out amidst the strenuous j2 life. the team feels a lot more, motivated now and more people will be popping in like those kernels out into the sunshine, can't wait. camaraderie is really tantamount, and thank the lord, it's there and we're the tennis girls and we're all in this together now as the new team of 2012. not forgetting the laughs that i get from og 12 ogls, during lunch and all. no regrets being an ogl, the sleepovers and late nights were all worth the eyebags and the sickly feeling that you've only slept for 2 hours.
i hope the ogms face school together as a whole but thankfully from what i hear, they're already doing so, and doing well. so proud of them, hope they would last as long as og12'11!!!! still forever and always the best bunch of tj kids.
and i. will. never. tire. of. my. voice!!! but this is insane, hope it gets well soon.

and i feel like i'm trying, i'm trying, but i'm stupid dumb and i haven't and don't really know what to talk to my family about. i rarely hear my hoarse voice echoing within the dimensions of the abode. it kinda gotten more conspicuous with the sore throat, this silence.

alrighty.

Nothing is more deceitful than the appearance of humility. It is often only carelessness of opinion, and sometimes an indirect boast.

ORIENTATION 2012 FOR OG12

MY PHONE COLLAPSED ALR

i love og 12!!!!!!!! though it feels kinda, really more stressful than the previous time. gonna try my best anyway! thankfully there are the loveliest ogls and vik and charmaine hehe.

/friends don't bully friends.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY JAN BABIES

eighteen.

happy birthday aerilynn and paige.

you guys have done so much for me. love you all so much.

crab meat.

some repulsion here, but i know it's got to end soon. i can't keep going on like this. really got to try harder and push it likka sheeet.

yesterday i realised. kinda need to start all over, start to appreciate people. idk. sinhui jas joy wanting and i headed to the field in the hot sun, reminiscent of the days of tennis camp, just that it's all a lil more lighthearted. and we took crazy pictures!! loved it. it's been a while since we done crazy girls-school things! and then we talked at gong cha. it's been a while since i talked-talked with sh HEHE our lives are so interlinked, i love it actually. ha ha, i realised i really have lots to appreciate, just that i don't.

time with the ogls are always fun. laughing with yiyin was shizcrazy hehehehehehe and the me.mes. oh my holy.

obliterationsensation

from the reblog archives of fightingforces@tumblr.

destroying things that were once appreciated.