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sorry forgot what to write already.
oh yeah,
BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD.

i'm thankful for the amazing people in my life.
slc was a blast, like blastoise.

ok now i feel fugz and i'm consuming chocolate at a diabetic rate, i will keep quiet.

shucks. sorry everyone i owe you all texts.
like seriously everyone. gosh there's no inspiration for me to touch my phone; feeling as lazy as heck.

nice guys finish last?
hi. so like i guess this is the end. hurts. just a little bit, but that's okay!!!!! we move forward and search for what is most important. the important is what we must focus on. no. this doesn't hurt at all. i still hold my head as high as the clouds are. i love my life a lot. i love my friends, they mean the world to me. but i hope they know i'm here even though i don't reply texts. (ok pet peeve alert)
haven't been out and about for so long already. i must start. i must be the change i want to see. like right now. everyone is my motivation. and things are, i think, working out family-wise? like my head's a lot clearer. i can think so much better and i kind of feel happier too of course, although there is much to be done. not to be all pervy but i wonder how people in general, lead their lives.
anyway, promos are left. can't still get into the mood, no matter how hard i try. i just. feel like i'm missing out in life sometimes, like (dayum). punches fist in popeye movement.
maybe one day we'll all make shirts that say:
i am a jc survivor.