life right now makes me wish i am back at school, having lessons, looking forward to lunch period. but wait, times really passing ferociously.
but life doesn't want us to take a breather and look back to the days of orientation, much less the days of cedar. just gotta keep our heads down looking at our feet so that we don't tumble and fall when we don't want to.
life is so dreary. shutting down, going emotionless again. but like this time it's different because i dont feel the drive. at all.
maybe.
i must be losing my mind.
but i'm not gonna be sleeping tonight.
my dad woke me up just now and i really couldn't recall what time it was, or what time i slept. and all i knew is that it was dinnertime. is this what it's supposed to feel like???????????????????
g*d it's almost twelve.
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