when you lose something you can't replace.

i don't really know what to add here. browsed through the old pictures and everything's sorta rekindled, like the good times, bad and dark emotions, inferiority, over-sensitivity, uncertainty. i was a crazy girl.
i am really really grateful for everyone who has come into frequent contact with me during the past two years. it was the toughest part of life on the inside. thanks for loving me even though i really couldn't do so myself.

i know i was fighting demons all night and now, it's much better than before, it really is. it seems like i can see a little bit clearer now, but i'm still not all that perfect and everything.

but thank you.

browsed through the really old pictures, good times last long.

b & j. there's really too much love there. like especially in the past years............

nalgene: the bottle that is unbreakable ~

xy. the vivocity talk really made me bare it all. it's really quite amazing. :'( miss seeing her aroundd.

table partners, whom i should've cared more for, but they still did, for me. four years, four years.

debzzzz. crazy smart kid who made the years good. hehe, fisheyes, disturbing rugay, annoying each other, talking poop on endless occasions. standing at the bottom of the movie poster actor's crotch with min, hmm... hehe.

blubber, for all the insane (k, not really!!) spazzes and hthts and happy days. and pretty good sleepover!!

sam, who laughed a whole lot with me every timeee :)

xh for retarded texts and everything. tuition was never tuition!!

locked away in memories :'( i think there's a bajillion other people. cedar wouldn't have been great if any of them were out of my life.

and currently, vivilily and her crazy keyboard spasms. hate you girl!!! xxx it's veli veli fun to see you around school man!!

p.s: THANK GUDNES FOR CAMERAS AND FACEBOOK. it's quite reassuring that these stuff will never leave me.

p.s.s: lots. to. do. poop.

p.s.s.s: tell me what's uppppppppppp!! sometimes i get too tired to move. obesity in my genes, friend!

p.s.s.s.s: i have raped the replay button of coldplay's fix you. i really wouldn't mind mylo xyloto right now. they are freaking amazing. that song has been with me for a few days and i never ever get tired of any part of it.