wreckkko

J training, managed to hit 238 rallies on the first try!! way surpassed expectations and the weather's too nice today and training was fun, in a way, i love my team. i hope we don't die during holiday training. we've really gone through quite a bit and improved. go team go!!!! ♥♥♥
too much thoughts in my mind, sometimes i wish i just didn't think. so maybe we've gone through some changes through the year? & if you asked i wouldn't know how to answer. maybe not the person i (once) knew. or or or maybe it's just me (spam spam spam exclamation marks) ((lots of em))
christmas is creeping in, the christmas tree at parkway is already lighted up!! dinnered with sh and we talked!!!!! it's been really, really long. L then met goon and strawberry girl at sogurt oh no -hate to go all economics but- consumer utility for sogurt has gone down down down just like the diminishing amount of yoghurt at every visit, oh nooooooo.

but i love sogurt, it's like a tiny room with girly tables and white-washed walls in a total world of its own. we owned it today!! the only other visitors were grannies hehe.

i really wish i could stop hoping. just, really. kinda tired of myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 where are the people i miss the people a lot. last night was an (emotional) blast. i miss those days, reminiscent of sec 3. sleepless nights and fighting demons.

i wish☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h☼h- screw this!
FOR A THOUSAND YEARS.




life is a (supposed to be) a g******ed happy affair!!!!