flower boxing day

they have develped vsco for andriod!!!! what a milestone for photo editing now heehee

personally my favouritest thing ever from the entire day of picture-taking. this: one of the rare moments captured of us humus in fake action.

my #2 fave moment of the night

now that i'm ready to face the world, my to-do list has fizzled out a lil' bit- i don't have much to face right now. but hello i hope the holiday season has been as amazing to you as is has, me! really made it a point to make it a happier one for my sustenance for aussie 2014 which i am fearing day by day. 

26/12

invited the girls over for a really awesome boxing day night (hee @ juxtapositions)!!!

• i placed a sashimi on hazel's plate in a bid to coerce her into trying out raw food
• blew coloured balloons
• wore a top which had a colour that couldn't be classified *salmon? pink??*
• jasmine made flower crowns for all of us while she watched kdramas
• gift exchange which was the sweetest part of the night
• inspired by a gift idea that i read somewhere, i bought six airtight plastic containers. together with my sister we measured cornstarch, flour, confectioner's sugar and baking soda- dry ingredients for nutella cookie sandwiches aka yo-yos, for each of the girls. all that is needed are wet ingredients like butter, nutella and van essence. (hate to say it, but i think this is my best present idea to date bc it's most home-ly and un-synthetic) (other instances of my present-gifting suck....)
• 7 polaroids in the garden

there was something about that night, a night termed by jas as "better than prom". it was though!!! i wasn't outrightly appreciative of this group of girls like throughout my jc years as i would like to be. terribly cliche, but i do wish right now that 2012 rebs would be more genuinely happy in the company of these people and show it. we had lunch together, talked to the porridge uncle, ordered tehbz, endured remedials and terrible h2 econs classes and a bxtchy form teacher,

we banded together during pe lessons and rolled on the synthetic football field once. and prom. we got through prom together and it was good (!!!!!11)

these people are gold. i wish my heart was there more, for them and the time together esp j2 (what a year.)

things get amazing if you want it to be.

not to expect anything in return

i would love to have that trait actually, because i'd always be the opposite.
so these days have gone by in a whirl, just like how 2011 seemed transient and untouched.

23: 6 gardenian gathering. good laughs and old friends. it's so great to see how everyone has blossomed with the help of ms chow's affectionate 'showers of blessings'. paige and gwen were all same old and i vaguely miss primary school. no one can ever forget how we can humiliate ourselves to the core like noobs!!
peninsular plaza after that with the bren. greatest bargainer ever. actually i learnt that from the night market in pattaya already heehee. so glad we got our bags. ♥

24: i don't remember. we had ribs and baked potatoes and a peanut butter log cake and christmas movies and it was all-american awesome. and mass at olps. i feel so blessed for getting the feel of christmas there, although it's so tiny like a manger. oh, and lots of whatsapping and emoji spammage.

25: happy breakfast + morning catch-up with foreveryang! so glad for that. and normal christmas over at popo's house. yay, like a christmas two years ago, without all those travelling. and then a dinner afterwards. and idk. xmas is xmas. even if those bummer thoughts had to share my brain vacancy for the entire day. idk, but i think i'm foolish. a really, really foolish dude.

2 days to camp, so one more precious day left to enjoy LLL cant think deeply now, so this post is very numerally.