flower boxing day

they have develped vsco for andriod!!!! what a milestone for photo editing now heehee

personally my favouritest thing ever from the entire day of picture-taking. this: one of the rare moments captured of us humus in fake action.

my #2 fave moment of the night

now that i'm ready to face the world, my to-do list has fizzled out a lil' bit- i don't have much to face right now. but hello i hope the holiday season has been as amazing to you as is has, me! really made it a point to make it a happier one for my sustenance for aussie 2014 which i am fearing day by day. 

26/12

invited the girls over for a really awesome boxing day night (hee @ juxtapositions)!!!

• i placed a sashimi on hazel's plate in a bid to coerce her into trying out raw food
• blew coloured balloons
• wore a top which had a colour that couldn't be classified *salmon? pink??*
• jasmine made flower crowns for all of us while she watched kdramas
• gift exchange which was the sweetest part of the night
• inspired by a gift idea that i read somewhere, i bought six airtight plastic containers. together with my sister we measured cornstarch, flour, confectioner's sugar and baking soda- dry ingredients for nutella cookie sandwiches aka yo-yos, for each of the girls. all that is needed are wet ingredients like butter, nutella and van essence. (hate to say it, but i think this is my best present idea to date bc it's most home-ly and un-synthetic) (other instances of my present-gifting suck....)
• 7 polaroids in the garden

there was something about that night, a night termed by jas as "better than prom". it was though!!! i wasn't outrightly appreciative of this group of girls like throughout my jc years as i would like to be. terribly cliche, but i do wish right now that 2012 rebs would be more genuinely happy in the company of these people and show it. we had lunch together, talked to the porridge uncle, ordered tehbz, endured remedials and terrible h2 econs classes and a bxtchy form teacher,

we banded together during pe lessons and rolled on the synthetic football field once. and prom. we got through prom together and it was good (!!!!!11)

these people are gold. i wish my heart was there more, for them and the time together esp j2 (what a year.)

getting the hang of this clean eating thing...! *fingers crossed*

lunchies today!!! whipped up from my imagination ha ha sounds gay but whadevzx~

 

fun day on sunday at medszxzx at millennia walk w the family + 2 little cousins. finally super great food (octopus paella n i can never fall out of love with it). went to collect the great eastern women's run which is happening this sunday!! well 'never let perfect be the enemy of good', so as long as i do some form of exercise n not beat myself over the other times i am not doing exercise, i guess i'm alright. btw lovin that quote, trying to live by it everyday.

nowadays tumblr's fuelling me w word energy. lots and lots and lots of quotes, happy food essentially motivation to live life w/o the need to have calorie-intense things. more sensitive to changes in the body w all the positive vibes.

fatty food streak

Posted on Saturday:
Enraged right now after compiling two screenshots worth of pictorial evidence at how lowly my attempts at brightening people's lives is regarded. SO MUCH FOR THE EFFORT GUYS.

Anw had fun today w weeps at (undisclosed location) whr we talked until I became late for tuition for the nth time in a row. This is mad bad luck really. Though it was worth it as usual, catching up w her and seeming as though we can talk for ages on end hence I am feeling grateful. And virgin experience at (undisclosed location) finally satisfied!!!

Happy birthday once again, Ashikin!!! Don't ever let your inner demons take advantage of what you have. Glad our conversations keep up.

Been thinking about it awhile but. Mmmm :-( focus focus focus. If the same thing recurs I swear I'm gonna flip like a pancake and not in a good way. Idek if I should be pissed or if I'm just looking into things too deeply again. Just not my plan to tangle anymore things and trample on immaculate friendships. Not right now. :-(

unsurpassed happiness

Hehe always this feeling post exams. A paper left till the unpleasant feelings fade (for a transient moment)
Even if it's just a really little while.

Today we ate expensive hawker fare at some Hill City restaurant at BP. Jodi commented a la Chinese foodie shows, Jas tried to understand Chinese instructions, and that horseradish is wasabi (YOU DIDN'T KNOW???)
Hehe quite epic because we got coloured markers for the class tshirt and was thinking of posting it on the class wall... In b/w. HAHA. Okay it was funny before this for real

Happy moments are happy and I really want a gay guy friend it'll be amazing!!!!!

Happy day

I think it's the big fluffy promises of the holidays
Or maybe the pretty weather
Or maybe the fact that I'm on par with Lok for Scramble (hee hee)
But today feels like a really fine day
And the class girls are all awesome cos everyone is inexplicably lovely and easy to slide into a comfortable conversation and JC's passing just a tad too quickly I think.
Plus we watched The Pianist for GP which is a first and it sorta reminded me that this day will never happen again maybe this is one of those ephemeral days that God provides to signify a big pile of stress in a short time to come? But that would be cynical. But yay for happy days like this.
The Pianist is depressing and melancholic and everything grey though asdfghjkl