would you do something you don't enjoy

but had to do it anyway for the sake of others-
would you?

"blessed are those who have acquired wisdom,
those who have acquired understanding!
gaining her is more rewarding than silver,
her yield is more valuable than gold.
she is beyond the price of pearls*;
nothing you could covet is her equal
in her right hand is length of days;
in her left hand, riches and honour.
her ways are filled with delight,
her paths all lead to contentment."

*the word pearls sound so sweet to say.
and i've been trying out the random- flipping- of- the- bible- verses- to- find- something- to enlighten- my- life- with thingy and i've not really found out anything life-changing, yet. but time will tell.

so this week was lovely to the point of heartwarming and nostalgic and all the positive feelings, kinda what i need right now. mbs wedding with boobs and furt and met up with monkeyoat and paige on separate occasions on the same day. they are all so so special, accepting and understanding people. weiofjgiwrioggnrjkwoirpoioj ☺☺☺

if you only knew how bad the state of things are right now, maybe you'd do something about it? can't do this alone.
or maybe this is just the pre-trng blues.