thank you for 2011.

i hope 2012 will just be a quick emotionless year for everyone, since it's gonna be a tough one but we're gonna pull through just like everybody else before us has.

2012 will be that bitter black cough syrup we all got to take, but shut our eyes and hold our breaths and hopefully with a little magic or something of that sort, miracles will happen.

quite a lot of junk, hehe. hence this jump break ♣♣♣

2011's so different from all other years. i fell in and out of love with twitter, and okay social sites just rule, a lot. things swirled by so quickly i didn't really have any thoughts left of anything, really. orientation is a blur. cg16/11. nationals. cheerleading. housecomm/tennis. titans. slcamp. thoughts/torture. family. friends. burned-out motivation. sparks of happiness in the darkest of hours. procrastination. pattaya. camp. what happened??

so happy for all the new years texts. i feel really blessed, maybe if i died right now, i would die contented. okay this life is kinda crazy. doing crazy stuff. going like crazy cows and all.

hmmm. and i just have to thank all you people who made tennis camp survivable for me. i really had bad vibes ever since i entered the train stn at kembangan and the mrt lady had to open up my bags cos i looked suspicious or something, lugging two haversacks through 20 green line stations, but that's not really the point!! it's just been gruelling, although looking back, it was kind of okay. survivable and enjoyable, since the passion is flickering like a candle. hypothetically speaking. and i'm glad i finally know. we all really got to train harder. instill a roaring great drive for all of us. the kc girls are the inspiration actually, training on the last night from dusk to dawn. (okay, from 8pm-12am + the day's training). i hope they will go very far. the other people won't know how much they deserve it until they see for themselves with their own pair of eyes. it's so admirable. and for us. i'm just thankful i've the bestest ever vice-capt there for me, even though i am whiny most of the time. and all the post-training laughter will be with me for a really long time too. and the texts and whatsapps from everyone (thank goodness for 3g) including my momma. they really helped me pull through emotionally, really. i don't even know how i could've gotten feeling so depressed and sucky throughout the 4 days. it doesn't seem like 2012. i think time stopped when i was in camp.

praise god for the pattaya trip, which made my otherwise emotionally-numb year all the more fruitful and enlightening. can't be more thankful for the health of my family too; god answered my prayers.

to all the gorges people here. to them i raise my glass *

2011 couldn't be two thousand and eleven without them, really.

♥

okay there are so many people who have shaped 2011 the way it was. so kudos to everyone i've met throughout the year. thankew for the acceptance \m/ HAHA

(in no particular order...)

POST TENNIS CAMP survivors.

AND SOUNDTRACK OF THE YEARRRRRR:

(uh uh siol~~~~)

EVEREHBAAAAAADEEHHHH.

o m g, what are pattaya bus rides without shots shots shots shots shots. ☻☻