epiphanies;

i wish i had one of those now and then.

i don't really know how to react now, actually. and i'm afraid that it'd be awkward at some point in time, i just cross my fingers that it's not soon. the reality is inundating me quite a fair bit. (keyboard smashing + exclamation marks)

okay, so that's january eighth for you.
heart goes out to abi and the others. you will be strong and brave. it's not the end, it's never the end unless it's a happy ending. happy endings are complete endings.

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feeling a tinge of nostalgia for cheer now. the people the hot sun the craziness the united atmosphere, some feeling that everything's gonna go smoothly, which it did!

time to focus on dire issues and train a lot, a lot harder.

sleep.

p.s: PATTAYA TRIP MADE IT TO THE (CATHOLIC NEWS)!!!!!