pomegranate.

miracle ok!!

transparent brahahaa

• end of chinese i hope!!!
• eighteenchefs lunch with the J^3 + H + E
• daiso and presents-hunting
• cool stuff with joy
• gongcha with the rugaygay!!!!!!! and many many scary movie synopsis(es). awesome sauce!
• mass with bren, furt + friend
• dinner with bren, furt + friend

post-promos is crazy hectic. no sniffles won't pull me down!!!!!!!! today's a good day.

happy birthday

this is for the girl who's worth more cattle than the golden magical beanstalk seeds.
worth more gold than rumpelstiltskin's weaving.
more water molecules than the arctic ocean.
more paper than singapore used for its annual written report drafts.
more rare than the rhino.
hornier than unicorn horns.
the girl who can handle my annoyances and occasional upsets and disappointments.
the girl who's been holding strong for too long.
someone like familyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

hbd ∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥∞♥

forever is a long time.

ranted.

hbd

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POST TO JODI ONG QI ZHEN

hapz master and frequent jogging buddy

ages and ages agoooooo. i love browsing through old pictures ahaha joy's spex

again and again and again plez

 and to my senior with the same starting alphabet,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, JOSE!! sorta miss competition season with seniors, in a way. can't imagine how crazy it'll be like next year. luckily will still have sin hui and ket and ken and ben.

light a way.

"so where should we put our cards?"

"in our asssssssssssshole."

that was probably the dumbest answer ever but at least it generated the most laughs. watching time go past me, like a passenger in the train. like wind past my skin.

with project work almost drawing to a complete close (and hopefully with a happy ending)
chinese a levels soon; (so much to thank lao shi for.)
the year's drawing to a close. i don't want bangkok to flood!!!!!!!!11

there's some beauty in life, and we all should cherish it. you can proudly say that you've been part of something special. although i haven't really been there much, we can talk about it. ☻☻☻ meet up soon aerilynn ash nish!

speak

~

i've heard so many words

but i have no courage

now we're saying goodbye

don't want to miss you tonight

oh, tell me it's not over now

i can change your mind somehow

i give it all

i trip and fall for you

and I hope you wouldn't mind

just one more try for something new

i need you,

don't be shocked if I cry

you've changed me inside

i turned my back on you

you were the only reason i pulled through

tell me it's not over now

i can change your mind somehow

my head feels so heavy

my heart is so empty

da blenda

hahahahha, cheers me up. :')

blenk

crimes against humanity; i mean what has the world gotten itself into when compassion is a crime and money is worth more than lives? is this the time when God will send his messiah to save those who believe and wipe out the rest like in the Bible? what a scary thought.

it's sunday and i'm still thinking very hard about the whole ogl thing. wishes.

INSTANT GRATITUDE

hazel gains my full respect and pwns rocks, socks, stones, oceans, octopi, bones, cones, gnomes (+ other unrelated nouns) just for that. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

i'm so grateful for the class girls (well, um, those that matter at least; hope you know who you are!!!!!)
and together we will fight the forces of evil. or if not so, then the forces of unreasonability and unfairness. i was both shocked and scared at first, but i decided to feel thankful instead because the xx chromosomes are just really really nice, like they understand. haha, so nice.

i feel like i'm taking everything for granted now though. sorry if you feel that way.
been sleeping for more than ten hours each day and afraid to show it........... and the results have just been a bulk of disappointment. i deserve it all, so no sympathy.

how's life? life's been like. that.
i've actually sorta forgot how i was like a few months ago. comparably happier, maybe?
yeah, why can't i be more in control of my life, instead of letting it spiral into nothingness like the spirally mosquito coil. wish i felt that slap earlierrr

leap of faith.

idk what i'm doing. hm ok, remain firm in my actions.

bass down lowwwwww.

oh gosh i have this picture too. :-)

anyway, hello love. these times are hard right? and i feel your pain. and i'm always not the best comforter around or anything, but i love you tons!!!!!!! and you're one of those people that makes tj feel like home; or more of a home.

don't you give up, yknow the world needs more people like you. don't think of wasting your life away, or anything. you've got talent budding and you don't see it but others do. neglect oversensitivity, i think that's how to be happy.? i think. ☻

you know my chinese text has this chapter, which says not to think of what others think of you; don't change because of what others think. that's kinda the main point! and that's what my lao shi taught me today. hahaha but don't judge me, i'll paaaaaaaaup paaaaaaaaup my lips whenever i see you around k. just kidding.

omg it's been really long since we meet up right??? but i'm glad we did, cos then you can let it out. then you can be back on the road towards happiness. be happy for the littlest achievements okay? and if you ever need a happy person to taint you with a little bit of saturated happiness, you know where to look. i know these are tough times, but just throw away your emotions, and really, sleep early.

okay this sounds like a whole lot of nagging and commanding but.......... . . . you can do this. see, of course you can. you survived freaking promos!!!! the p word that just sucks and is fugly and you did it even though you thought you couldn't but you did, you did and that in itself is already an accomplishment to be celebrated.

i'm really not the happiest person, and i am fat. but anyhoo. ily still. ;) ♥♥♥

xx

wowee, kinda forgot how much i missed blogging til now. til more/

What it really is.

*puts the sparkle in suffering.*

disclaimer: please do not eat!!!! nor put your finger in hehe, but give it a good shake and turn it upside down, because the glitter clumps together.

happy seventeenth! (L)

-

i always fall short. and it is a tiring thing.
i don't want to tell myself that i've tried hard, because life is like that. unfair and unjustifiable. even if i did feel so, i know i'd just feel more pain.

so i don't want to feel anything right now.
i don't know if i retain. of course i don't want to. i know i tried. i disappoint.

can't think now. just going all out. drive the stake into my heart to end it all. i don't know why i disappoint myself all the time.
nvm

now there's no more fun anymore. cue to focus. :(

love to all my kawan-kawan. this sh*t sucks but. hope.

plans.

planned already. got it nicely planned out.
i only wish everything would be fine and things would go the way i want them to.

just
this
once.

and maybe other times too, but. this. THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sunday morning post.

had fun yesterday. (insert spammage of tanned smileys. ☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻)

PAIGE LIM

omg read this and tell me your blog link please. love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(
it's somewhere in my mind, i can't find it.
:(
imy

3.17

don't know what's gotten into me,

why i feel this way.

can we dance real slow?

can i hold you, can i hold you close?

▼

the rooms hush hush and now's our moment.

POST-PROMOS.
don't want to have to go through turmoil again. i'm dead beattt.

jo was singing it in all tunes and tones and -insert music jargon-, and this was the song.

eyes on you,
eyes on me.


and every heart in the room will melt
this is a feeling i've never felt.

french place with the vespaaaa ^^v

♥,♥

abi and her food fetishes.

thanks for wonderful friendzzzzzz, Lord. ☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻☻/

does the pain weigh out the pride

one. more. day.
hold through, everyone.

is everything gonna carry on normally from the time it stopped?

okie, tired.