THE ONLY TIME, IS NOW. :-( (SORRY FOR THE CAPS, MOBILEBLOGGER IS SO WEIRD) BUT YEAH, WHAT BETTER TIME TO SAY THAT TIMELY QUOTE, HA HA. I'M SO TIRED, I KEEP SLEEPING AND THAT'S HOW I SCREWED UP MY DAY TODAY. THIS WEEKEND CANT GET ANY WORSE, REALLY. FUGLY, WISH I CAN RUN WITHOUT BEING SUCH A WUSS ABOUT THE PAIN. WANNA RUN MY TROUBLES OFF, NOT EAT LIKE HOW I AM NOW, PILING LARD LUMPS ON TOP OF MY SADNESS. I MUST DO THIS I MUST LIVE THROUGH THE YEAR AND LIVE IT HOW I MUST.

The 11:11

For everything to go smooth-sailing like non-chunky peanut butter on toast.
Because if it ain't then I don't know how to take it.

I must fight, fight for what I want.
:/

I want to go for the mission trip please.

Champagne Showers

So blessed to have the most amazingest friends in the entire world. Although I don't talk to God as much as I used to through prayer. Him giving me the opportunity to know great people is really a blessing.

However transient this moment is, I shall revel and bask in it like a pig in the mud at the barn.

Just don't wanna disappoint people, but I don't know what to do.

A man should learn to detect and foster that gleam of light which flashes across his mind from within far more than the lustre of the whole firmament without. Yet he dismisses without notice his peculiar thought because it is peculiar.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

My universe will never be the same. Why does it seem like I'm blatantly ignoring the fact that I am going to crash and burn. Why don't I feel even a tinge of bite from the impending pandemonium that is going to wreck my life.

On a much brighter note, had Archery and had braided hair along with the 16/11 kids. Love laughing with them. And 18 Chefs is pretty amazing. Good food and good company today.

For beauty is found within.

I reached out
To touch you
The morning light disarms you
Won't you let me
In?

Know that it's over

Can't even breathe. Can't even think because there's just too much stuff up there.
I don't know if I can get anything started if I'm so distracted over so many things.

Just living the life in a haze of memory and flurry, blurry emotions.

I dreamt and it seemed so real.

Somehow

T o m m y .

To the most amazing dudette in the entire world.
Words can't really express. Or maybe they will. :-)

Lots and lots of happiness; so very blessed to be in the same school now.

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."
— Ralph Waldo Emerson

And she gonna be an amazing Football captain too.

People.

If I could, I'd blast a Mega What The He**. SIGHHH. OFF TO DHOBY IN THE TRAIN

Don't you ever wonder how we'd survive?

Future me would regret this, a whole lot.
But there's really so much motivation for me to start on project work, it's really crazy. I already see the light of that A fading farther and farther away. Wow, I'd really regret this. And Chinese Oral, present to fml upside-down, inside-out.

Day was well-spent in full fruition. Love it, I really wouldn't mind spending Sundays like these forever.
Forever Sundays with my boob!!!!

Laughed a, whole, lot.
Really really love it, just like old times and I love old times! Old times are always great. Old times hold great memories.
Didn't spend much on acads and I really do not feel like starting now.
Virgin Experience at Sogurt and I love the concept of the pretty store. Wouldn't mind spending an entire day in there, mega cute. It feels nice to be a part of at least one of my friends' lives again. No one should ever be living their lives alone.

Can't wait for the pics to be uploaded, he he :')
Meeting the old girls in town, hopefully all goes well? I be really, really glad and grateful to see them again.
#thisiswhystudiesareworthlessnow

Kiss goodbye to dreams, this is the moment of truth.

Whatever it is, I will tune out the emotions, since emotions are always always always bad. Always now and forever and forever.

:-)

I'm now and forever a happy person.

Happy is what I will be.

A midnight airplane
A window blowing
I know I am another sparkle in the sky
I shine on copper
Still undiscovered

Lumberjack

Wondering how it would feel, So very special.

#julywish

Happiness to be found.
Hopefully the road will be paved the way we all wished for.

I took the stars from my eyes,
And then I made a map,
I knew that some how,
I could find my way back