Flabblulous Airport Days.

We'll miss you, friend.

lynzplox & screbble

screeeeeeeeeeembled eggs.

v^^v

trolololololol

don't touch me i'm doing pw and might go hulk anytime soon
(resisting the caps lock button right now)

whatever man
whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever whatever

i don't care about the sh1t you do, just don't screw this up cos yknow, we're already in like deep deep ****. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. fu.

don't intend to be a diva of sorts, but i feel so defiant when i don't get this stuff done the way it should be i want it to be.

Got this off the old blog.

You are not your bra-size, nor are you the width of your waist, nor are you the slenderness of your calves. You are not your hair color, your skin color, nor are you a shade of lipstick. Your shoe-size is of no consequence. You are not defined by the amount of attention you get from males, females, or any combination thereof. You are not the number of sit-ups you can do, nor are you the number of calories in a day. You are not your mustache. You are not the hair on your legs. You are not a little red dress. You are no amalgam of these things. You are the content of your character. You are the ambitions that drive you. You are the goals that you set. You are the things that you laugh at and the words that you say. You are the thoughts you think and the things you wonder. You are beautiful and desirable not for the clique you attend, but for the spark of life within you that compels you to make your life a full and meaningful one. You are beautiful not for the shape of the vessel, but for the volume of the soul it carries.








To all who need it a lot right now. And just for everyone who's reading. 

And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland.

^ This, I've always thought it is just filled with unending hope and positivity. Quite frightening sometimes, too.
Anyway, great day yesterday with the friends at the Airport. :'-)

we were the victims of ourselves/

Busy as bees.

Abused by Jes after school today, and Bren and Jo.
Much much much much hurt!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And Abi and Jas just left my place!!!!!!!!1 One of those days. :->
Can't wait for post-Promos when we can have limitless sleepovers and crash many many days after.

Class girls were talking about ghost flicks and makes me really really want to watch one right now!!!!1
But sigh, priorities. (bold, heavy weights on my shoulders as they should be)

Got to get this right.

Pitbull's voice is sex on the radio.

Jumpstart.

That glorious moment where you wake up from amnesia and suddenly just really want to run back to the past, the way things used to be.

Want to go back and enjoy the company of good friends, as I have not done so before. I want to appreciate everybody like how I'm trying now. Ditching the convoluted, highly sensitive thoughts that I once had.

I want to go back to the days. I just suddenly want it really, really bad.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jc4IloO2oy4&feature=related

All time low.

Rage face #on.
Happy birthday teammate.

Haven't gone out in a really, really long time I realised.

Hello friend, we haven't met for ages already, I think!!!!1
I think being washed away by life right now is what we are right now, clutching at straws just to prevent ourselves from drowning in the ocean that's deeper than a diving pool.

Hope you're okay in the life of yours :'(

The A Team. Star Team.

Cedar Pride. :>

My favourite class girls {4lyf} 

Dood the boob.

Crumbling like pastries And they scream The worst things in life come free to us Cos we're just under the upperhand And go mad for a couple of grams And she don't want to go outside tonight And in a pipe she flies to the Motherland.

And cheers to D, an amazing friend.
If I had a wine glass, I'd raise it.
:')

First National Day Celebrations out of Cedar,

in my Cedar t-shirt.

What life.

The fs wrong with me, I can't stop thinking. And my thoughts aren't the academically sound types like the enthalpy change of atomisation or how conjugation takes place in bacteria. Rather, it's more like pondering about the future and thinking about the past stuff that's happened, and not happened. I don't know, really.
I don't know.

Sh1t, I don't know.
And I spent a portion of my time reading Life Magazine 1958 on Google Books and pored through all the adverts which are so vintage and cool and I kinda wish I lived in that era where there are such things as white frosted answer cakes and Kodak cameras.

Munch.

Hello from the bus.

GOT THE GAYEST HELLO KITTY WATCH FROM MCDs TODAY WITH ABI AND RIGHT NOW IM JUST FLOPPED ON THE BUS SEAT WHILE PEOPLE TAP THEIR EZLINKS IN FRONT OF ME. I GOT A TUMMY, BUT AHHH SO FAT I DONT EVEN CARE MAN. WAIT TIL I GET WELL AND GET MY ASS DELETED OFF. TITANS OVER SHOULD HAVE WENT TO SEOUL GARDEN NIC SAYS IT WAS A BLAST ;-( EOM DUE BY MONDAY, WR TOO BOOHOO I HOPE WE CAN GET OUR ACT TOGETHER I PRAY I DONT FALL ASLEEP EVER SO OFTEN. I THINK OUR CLASS SHOULD HAVE HELLO KITTY WATCHES TOGETHER IM SO TIRED I CAN SLEEP BUT MEETING FAMILY AT PARKWAY. SO MUCH STUFF TO SAY. TALKING TO JAS I ALWAYS PHUNNY ~O~ OMFG TWO DAYS. OMFFFF.

Wish I could affirm you.

Boob has been really nice to me today, and I'm really, really grateful because I wasn't feeling so good yesterday. But I'm quite relieved I cleared things up with my Mom, and stuff. I hope all goes well for her too. Very proud of her. Didn't know she was going for Titans until the morning of the first day, but pwned Squat Thrusts and had amazing stamina for the runs. Now someone should tell me why she doesn't deserve the shirt. I feel she deserves too much. :'( She's too strong. :( :( :(

And then there's Ketrisha who cared, today. She was the first to see me go to the sports comp. and was being really nice, as usual. So grateful for her because she's an amazing junior. 100% Girls Tennis Team's in Temasek Titans!!!!!!!!!!! Proud of us.

House Comm, like YY, Kamatchi, HH, Ryan and Nic, who are always so very very nice. So glad Cheerleading made me have people I can laugh with and hug.

Delta girls, sh1t awesome Cedarians Zhi Hui, Badi, Celine who are just so strong physically and emotionally. Delta must be so blessed to have them. They have done us proud. They're really really really good, cross my heart on that. Oh and Gaya's 'ha ha ha ha flatten you like prata' whoohoo awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Her sorethroat makes it all the more laugh-inducing.

And then today there's Yannis. Who is random and funny everytime. No more words to say already hahahaha.

DELTA'S AWESOME. INDIV EVENTS FTW. 
#DELTAPRIDE!!!!!!!1


I think I'm just really glad that the tears have kinda dissipated, and things ironed out. Now I'm so tired I think I just need to sleep.

tired like shit.
my mom confiscated my phone, for the first time in my life.
remaining uncontactable.
idk about titans, please don't ask me about it? i don't really know what to do now, actually.

i don't have much to say, so just btw.

no sympathy required, i will, survive

okay, okay, i get it. i get all of it coz it's right smack in my face. i get it. i really do. moments like these.

I told them I wanted an angrier, anti-version of this pufferfish.

They gave me this.

Just thought that it's pretty epic. At least I had a good laugh during class today.

"Are those boobs?"
"No they're...... cleavage."/
"The pit hairs must be the same colour as the hair on its head."

I think I'll be quite depressed if I weren't in Sixteen.
Woke up after my siesta with the same, or worse feelings than I had before I slept. I thought I had cleared it up.

Why can't I be focused and concentrate on what's more important.
I hope I can do logs today. I hate hate hate hate not being to do anything.
#anguish

on mobile blogger and doing fine.

I AM SO HAPPY THAT MY ACTIVE INBOX HAS ALL MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS. THREE WONDERFUL GIRLS AND ANOTHER UNEXPECTEDLY SWEET GIRL WHO REALLY CARES.THEY ALL HAVE MY LOVE. IM QUITE GRATEFUL. IDK ITS WEIRD BECAUSE I WASNT JUST NOW. IT'S RLY HARD, IDK. FEELINGS JUST A WHIRLWIND ON EVERYTHING. TITANS DRAINS MY GUTS. WISH I WAS WELL TO PLAY A PART IN DELTA'S POTENTIAL SUCCESS. IDK, I JUST. GOING TO SLEEP FOR AWHILE. PW IN A WHILE. HAVE TO DO THIS. FRIENDS WHO CARE = <3, SO APPRECIATIVE I CANT EVEN.