It was worth, ♥ {16 eleven}

Just because I do not have shrinkable balls and that I will get over this nightmare soon,

IMMA SCARE YOU!!!! HEHEHE WITH ->

Roarr!!

Watched Insidious today with the lovely class of mine, :-), and maintained happy girl mode. O m g our class is really something. Okay maybe 'cos the prev class wasn't really much rah rah fun type (but still made lovely lovely friends from it), but 16's pretty awesome.

Happy for the successful class outing right smack in the centre of the year!!! And our Häagen-Dazs nomming was a happy time too! Didn't go to Sentosa, but it was alright, at least I know the shin splint wouldn't deteriorate. Though I'm a tad worried for Titans... ...

Anyway (oh g*d the demon still perpetually gazes at me menacingly), epic time at the cinema coz our class #likeaboss like we own the cinema!!! IT WAS AWESOME, like Lyn was forever screaming and hugging Zengkai's Jansport, Inge forever the cutest worst movie-goer of all time with her phone not on silent, Marcus and his uncontrollable urges to touch people, Joy's inability to look at the screen, and oh man, just thinking of the show now creeps me out.

But I am super brave, I'll get through this I'll confirm!!!

And and Truth or Dare && yay I love today, nothing will change it nothing will bring me down. Today was great. :-) :-)

The ultimate lepaking experience would be around a random lamp in a circle, spinning a plastic bottle and hurling truths or dares.

I will probably never look behind me and I will probably not be trying any out-of-the-body experiences anytime soon. But "Last night I saw myself sleeping; Then I flew away."

So blessed to be in this class with great people. If I get suspended, I'll be suspended happy. Meh, I can't get into trouble with my grades, I mustn't.

:'(

Fave Song of the moment

Had a happy exercising day with the Boobs, :-)
Hope my leg gets fixed.

Who says you're the only one who's hurting?

Of all days, of all times.
I hate it that I'm so unlucky.

But trust me, please. You're not the only one who's hurting.

This will prove to be a tough time for all, :(

Reasons Why Rebecca should get an iPhone,

and install free camera apps. ♥

Positive Quadratic Curve.

Friday was k00l; last day of school of term two.

Ms Koh left and Bio won't be as cool anymore, and Ms. Geoy's birthday. Making the card was megz fun. Especially the girl ^ being an appz fab drawer. (Harry Potter)

Nyet nyet.

Woah, and just like that, already a quarter of my TJ life is gone. It's scary. I don't think I've lived it to the best of my ability.

And we were the only people who could do that. ^^

Let's Go Back, 1983 is Calling.

I have a confession to make.

I have a large humongous (S)-sized crush on muffins as much as the next person you see with muffin porn set as her/his wallpaper. Ok not really, but I just hate food cos I consume it whenever I'm bored.

No wonder my stamina is strongly lacking; for the lack of a better word, because I don't embody a single ounce of strength.

Got to improve myself in so many ways.

Fairy Convos.

So this is what fairy Jasmine sees.

and for some reason, this is what Rebecca sees.

Largely thankful for friends and being able to hide behind my MSN screen. Never really appreciated MSN until now, heeeh. My only ticket to the social networking world.

It's the HC invest tomorrow. And deinvest, for the 18th DHC. It feels sad that they are feeling sad.

Squids.

And after every sentence, add "I Like Squid" for sentence-perfection.

This is for a beautiful girl

whose heart's the size of her fist, but whose love and care stretches from one chromosome to the last.

I really do miss you. Like those heart to heart talks late at night, do you remember?
But you're busy loving someone else. That's okay, because you deserve to.

You mustn't be sad because we are all doing fine.
I just wish sometimes things got back to where they were. Because I did feel happy that someone cared. That all takes up time, which right now, governs the lives we live to a T.

It's scary how time slips away right.

I wonder what I will be when I grow up, because there surely won't be a job occupation such as rainbow harvester, or unicorn caretaker, even on Year Infinite.
I should probably learn to take care of myself and be more aware of my family before friends.
That's almost impossible becauseeeeeeee. Just because.

Do you read this space anymore? I hope you're fine. You don't seem to be getting back to me, but I do hope you're fine. It's cool, 'cause there's a sort of mutual understanding, right?
I don't know how to look at life right now, hm.

Draw the line

What on earth were you thinking!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
I must be going insane and deranged and all sorts of unbalances and flaws in my thoughts.

I keep getting distracted in Church today, even though it was Father Aloysius' homily. It's been awhile since he did a homily at Holy Fam. Back when I was eleven and awkward.

I keep getting distracted everywhere. :'(
Can't wait to get back to school tomorrow, so everything can be back to equilibrium.

Dad's getting a tennis bag for me, yayayayay!!!!

Stop getting distracted, :( :( :(

Fu.

Rebecca Loh Please Get Your Head In The Game.

Drumming.

Doing GPP meeting now. We gots skillz we use the internet to our advantage.
Sigh not really. The internet perpetually distracts me.

Had Saturday training at Lakeside and it was a lot quieter, but it was okay, playing with Sin Hui and the KC girls. There's only one thing I fear. I have to see things in a new light, then.

14.

You have to fight your bad days to deserve your best days.

but really,

Shagged.

Training was intense. Okay maybe I never really had a mad-intensive training since Ms Poon so it seems really bad right now but - : (

My stamina has really deteriorated to the pitsssssss, gah. And training with the guys made me realise how inferior in strength we are. I wish I hit amazing balls and can do double skips like a cloud floating.

Gotta get focused.

edit:
Sorta kinda miss Cedar. Sometimes I really feel like I lost myself in the transition. Somehow JC friendships seem confusing and transient but ok I'm so blessed to have amazing girls in 16/11 and Sin Hui and errrryone.

Dreaming.

Why do I always think too much?
 There are always various issues with me at any one point in time of my life. I must be an issue myself.

I should've gone out for Gong Cha a while to take a breather. Texting has been keeping me sane through this day. ☹ I think friends > television> facebook yup, I've got to make my priorities right.
Nervous for chemistry and econs tests in the coming week (tomorrow, basically). If I can't do this then I am an incapable person. People are soaring like full-fledged eagles, and then some.

Okay 'friends are so complicated'.
PI fail. Yup that's about it.

And if you try to get a move on.

76th birthday of Roger Hargreaves

I had no idea he was dead!!! Anyway, someday I shall have my own Google doodle #aspiration

Really gotta get my discipline thing going on. It's already 9th May, gawddammit............
How true; why is it that I try to get people inspired even though I myself get distracted half the time? Oh, I am forever locked out of twitter, thanks to @yannissarah hehe.

Just a little bit.

Take me to wonderland.

Lyn and I will draw these houses by the coast real soon.
I'm grateful for the friendships I have.
16/11 is really quite dysfunctionally amazing.

We the Asians of conservative blood.

I'm scared to face you. I don't think I can be brutally honest. Not to you. I'm sorry.

Pictures

These were taken only two years ago.

I'm so tired of my face hahaa

Wane.

Sometimes people's shine goes out after a while and they lose their magnificence as a bronzed horse in the sun would.

Don't burn your own light out.

Up where rainbows and corns exist.

The dysfunctional nature, the fact that everyone has their own unique traits and personalities are really one of the reasons why I am able to wake up every morning. I love my CG 16. Everyone is not politically correct and flawless unlike 4M, where even the smallest gossips fizzle out into a spark like a dying fire sparkler on the tar road that has never reached the status of a roaring fire.
I really am appreciative of the girls who keep me happy like Jodi Lyn Jasmine Joy Abi Inge Hazel Esther okay like pretty much all the girls and the guys too okay I could never ask for a better class.