First National Day Celebrations out of Cedar,

in my Cedar t-shirt.

What life.

The fs wrong with me, I can't stop thinking. And my thoughts aren't the academically sound types like the enthalpy change of atomisation or how conjugation takes place in bacteria. Rather, it's more like pondering about the future and thinking about the past stuff that's happened, and not happened. I don't know, really.
I don't know.

Sh1t, I don't know.
And I spent a portion of my time reading Life Magazine 1958 on Google Books and pored through all the adverts which are so vintage and cool and I kinda wish I lived in that era where there are such things as white frosted answer cakes and Kodak cameras.

Munch.

Hello from the bus.

GOT THE GAYEST HELLO KITTY WATCH FROM MCDs TODAY WITH ABI AND RIGHT NOW IM JUST FLOPPED ON THE BUS SEAT WHILE PEOPLE TAP THEIR EZLINKS IN FRONT OF ME. I GOT A TUMMY, BUT AHHH SO FAT I DONT EVEN CARE MAN. WAIT TIL I GET WELL AND GET MY ASS DELETED OFF. TITANS OVER SHOULD HAVE WENT TO SEOUL GARDEN NIC SAYS IT WAS A BLAST ;-( EOM DUE BY MONDAY, WR TOO BOOHOO I HOPE WE CAN GET OUR ACT TOGETHER I PRAY I DONT FALL ASLEEP EVER SO OFTEN. I THINK OUR CLASS SHOULD HAVE HELLO KITTY WATCHES TOGETHER IM SO TIRED I CAN SLEEP BUT MEETING FAMILY AT PARKWAY. SO MUCH STUFF TO SAY. TALKING TO JAS I ALWAYS PHUNNY ~O~ OMFG TWO DAYS. OMFFFF.

Wish I could affirm you.

Boob has been really nice to me today, and I'm really, really grateful because I wasn't feeling so good yesterday. But I'm quite relieved I cleared things up with my Mom, and stuff. I hope all goes well for her too. Very proud of her. Didn't know she was going for Titans until the morning of the first day, but pwned Squat Thrusts and had amazing stamina for the runs. Now someone should tell me why she doesn't deserve the shirt. I feel she deserves too much. :'( She's too strong. :( :( :(

And then there's Ketrisha who cared, today. She was the first to see me go to the sports comp. and was being really nice, as usual. So grateful for her because she's an amazing junior. 100% Girls Tennis Team's in Temasek Titans!!!!!!!!!!! Proud of us.

House Comm, like YY, Kamatchi, HH, Ryan and Nic, who are always so very very nice. So glad Cheerleading made me have people I can laugh with and hug.

Delta girls, sh1t awesome Cedarians Zhi Hui, Badi, Celine who are just so strong physically and emotionally. Delta must be so blessed to have them. They have done us proud. They're really really really good, cross my heart on that. Oh and Gaya's 'ha ha ha ha flatten you like prata' whoohoo awesome!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 Her sorethroat makes it all the more laugh-inducing.

And then today there's Yannis. Who is random and funny everytime. No more words to say already hahahaha.

DELTA'S AWESOME. INDIV EVENTS FTW. 
#DELTAPRIDE!!!!!!!1


I think I'm just really glad that the tears have kinda dissipated, and things ironed out. Now I'm so tired I think I just need to sleep.

tired like shit.
my mom confiscated my phone, for the first time in my life.
remaining uncontactable.
idk about titans, please don't ask me about it? i don't really know what to do now, actually.

i don't have much to say, so just btw.

no sympathy required, i will, survive

okay, okay, i get it. i get all of it coz it's right smack in my face. i get it. i really do. moments like these.

I told them I wanted an angrier, anti-version of this pufferfish.

They gave me this.

Just thought that it's pretty epic. At least I had a good laugh during class today.

"Are those boobs?"
"No they're...... cleavage."/
"The pit hairs must be the same colour as the hair on its head."

I think I'll be quite depressed if I weren't in Sixteen.
Woke up after my siesta with the same, or worse feelings than I had before I slept. I thought I had cleared it up.

Why can't I be focused and concentrate on what's more important.
I hope I can do logs today. I hate hate hate hate not being to do anything.
#anguish

on mobile blogger and doing fine.

I AM SO HAPPY THAT MY ACTIVE INBOX HAS ALL MY BEAUTIFUL FRIENDS. THREE WONDERFUL GIRLS AND ANOTHER UNEXPECTEDLY SWEET GIRL WHO REALLY CARES.THEY ALL HAVE MY LOVE. IM QUITE GRATEFUL. IDK ITS WEIRD BECAUSE I WASNT JUST NOW. IT'S RLY HARD, IDK. FEELINGS JUST A WHIRLWIND ON EVERYTHING. TITANS DRAINS MY GUTS. WISH I WAS WELL TO PLAY A PART IN DELTA'S POTENTIAL SUCCESS. IDK, I JUST. GOING TO SLEEP FOR AWHILE. PW IN A WHILE. HAVE TO DO THIS. FRIENDS WHO CARE = <3, SO APPRECIATIVE I CANT EVEN.