i don't ever wanna let you down/ i don't ever wanna leave this town

this is post-internship week. and having the ever-cliched feeling of wanting to go back, have lessons, interact with the kids.....
the last week has been nothing short of emotions. the hr prepared a photo montage of our internship and yq's name was up. i couldn't help but choke up with tears (nth unglam state):

"you helped to mark my work and give me the angry birds reward chart"

they surprise you. on one hand you think they don't know the goings-on in the school but they do. like one girl could list out the names of all the upper primary yfas as if they were her friends. the full names. i asked her how she knew about this and she replied that she got it from a paper put up on a bulletin board.

huiling's birthday- hweems blindfolded her using her own jacket outside pathlight after lunchies/ set up pecan/ strung up photo memories on blue yarn and tied the loose ends on the screens/ played the 16 min long video of all of us/ hung up the happy birthday sign by standing on the table/ lit up candles that could never blow off (we had to dunk the lighted candles into a pail of water in the end- it was intense)/ hid her presents in the classroom/ rainbow cupcakes

sixth june- swensens by the teachers/ audrey's ocd in taking every single dish on the table/ sundaes/ clean plates/ polaroid moment/ taxis/ hiding my polaroid box without me knowing/ no mood for work/ worked/ rained/ chomp chomp by taxis/ failed birthday celebration for quix and fion/ lotsa good local food/ sugar cane omelette hokkien mee am i a true singaporean now/ udders with the remaining stash of $$ at a swanky nearby mall/ home

seventh june- video + song preps/ card preps/ cake preps/ macs bfast in the comp lab/ play video/ cake/ more youtube videos using the projector/ moved the tables aside and watched just dance videos/ danced in the comp lab/ danced for hours/ post-dance syndrome/ headed to campus 1 to return any remnants left of this internship/ pictures of everything in campus 1/ comp lab in c1 to help qx and sam w video editing/ did just dance videos again/ ms swan whose line is it anyway lana del rey mix/ things got deep after 6pm/ rain/ headed home

promised myself to do wtv it takes to keep it healthy. got the meal plan and thought i was ready.
i wasn't.
went to jog with paige in the night and little talks were good. i think the best one is the secret pal one omg. funniest thing evzxzxzx ^3^

sleepover - ikea from two pm and beyond/ hm roped sam in for 8.50$ worth of meatballs that means twenty good balls/ took pictures in the display areas/ bought forty one boxes, coasters and shiz/ went home w auds and hweems/ four pizzas for $66- why r we not dead yet/ we miss fifi so we substituted the poodle for her- if there is an award for madness we'll win it hands down/ did the survival kits/ we never slept/ we never switched on the tv/ headed to kungfu paradise at 11pm- so apparently they close at 3am and have 50% off cakes/ i cycled/ pissed qx off coz she had to walk heehee/ shit just got real at 4am/ truth or dare truth/ i have to ask mum to stop buying good choc dammit/ talked about the future and it seems realistic/ sam and ivy fell asleep around 6-7 am, we put candles on them.

we are sitting on a sofa 

i am in an office

we found our spirit animals stuffed toys at ikea:

reb: asian + caucasian baby

hm: carrot head

qx: afdu lookalike which is actually a stalk of broccoli

sam: indian baby wearing green which resembles the light of her life

hl: snakes just because they're like cobras

ivy: panda b/c it matches her outfit

audrey: a pup b/c it is a pup

i will miss these little crazies but it won't be the last goodbye. they are an inspiring bunch.