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omg i feel stupid. i am stupidddddddddddd, asdskljfgoiwrgjworign re-read my diary entries omg friggin stupid haha. it's been kinda like a year and i know all the exact dates i screwed up my psychological being, screwing personal relationships, burning bridges and for what cost.
i put a date to when i lost myself, but i don't really know who i am, still. can't put a finger on anything.

sometimes you just feel you need to find who you are before you can do anything else. if not you're gonna try to be somebody else, defining parameters, drawing rules.

okay. my heart is set. let's goooooooooooo.
heck my screwed up legs. knees, shins all. jowigjweiognroughwoegiowefjoiowihgowruihgr.
no.