raise the flag. i hate writing titles boooo

time to clear up the dead stray papers and pack the files of the post-warzone era,
it's over (notice i held back from saying finally but okay now i typed it out---): nothing is over yet hehe
realised we're kinda trapped in a vicious vortex washing machine cycle of constant studying. the journey's that tough but i hope everyone pulls through it together.

more time now to focus on nat'ls. that ankle should be well because it must.
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huzzah for the hunger games!!!!!!!!!!! revved up because of the ratings and "pee-niss" heh i can't rly get over. of all names, and spellings, really. today i chanced upon a blog with good english and the prettiest pictures upon memory. because all girls from all girls schools keep blogs/diaries. heh til now there's still a hint of cedar pride in me. maybe because i was getting my hands all pricked up by holding the edge of those photos that i developed one too many from graduation day and haven't yet gave to my friends.

idk in this life i feel so hushed up and censored, is this really me????? i'm confused. anyhoo really grateful for whatever online time i have right now, especially now. now when i feel my life is defined by what i think of myself and that can be such a burden. ducks ducks harsh judgement is painful but harsh judgement is all-too-true. i actually hope bren wakes up early tomorw so we can head to the beach i need the beach in fact i just need any open space with oxygen that has not been used up and stuffed in the white-washed walls of torture.
ok that's life by far; waiting to catch up on lives i missed out on. (opportunity cost incurred)

bought 9.30$ worth of products and already feel maximum consumer utility (omg) what have i missed out on lyf.
and i guess, building up walls to shield myself from the explosion of truth that are the results of the mcts. how do people actly go about doing daily life things without overthinking????? pls enlighten me

my hair sucks cola. long also sucks, short even suckier,
SHAVING BALD.

what an impromptu catch up xmas sesh this was hahahaha  wouldn't expect anyone to be free birds on xmas day but so glad to talk to deonn on christmas morning, even if it was just the morning + looking at families eat kfc breakfast together. haha