hello, future self.

i appreciate hugs. :'-)

loving the instax, can't wait til lyn uploads it!!!!

sleepy, can't think of anything blog-worthy so i think imma log. out.
thanks to everyone who has made this year what it has been for me. i appreciate every little bitty thing and i appreciate everyone who comes here haha. there isn't much here because i'm finally living in the period where academics dominate all other things. bright future, whatever it is.
to anyone who needs it; it's not the end. of course it's not. teachers will say that we gotta study for the a level and that is nothing wrong, just. there must be something more than merely the a level curricular. why don't they focus more on the enjoyment of something??? rote-learning is so alarmingly prevalent right now, we live and breathe it yet we've already adapted to it. surely the future generation is capable of something more. why can't we enjoy what we are doing. even now, there is no time to appreciate the beauty of subjects just because we have to ferociously chew up the syllabus and assimilating it. and whenever necessary, to 'regurgitate'. but seriously, are we just learning answer techniques and building up content to fill up the spaces?

if only post-secondary education didn't make people ever so miserable.
2nd round of OP done. i'm quite relieved, but still, so much room for improvement. and chinese; i really pray for you.
abi is so cute, i can't forget what comment she wrote on the suggestions sheet for us:
your road safety song is so cute, i want to bring my organ next time and sing along with you!

i eagerly wait for your arrival, mid-november.
sincerely, rebecca in mid-october. (14th)