It will.

I can't be the mood I am now, ah asdfghjkl I don't know what I want but this kinda seems like what it shouldn't be
I am happy today all of this matters viks charm and nadia's birthday and rach was really there to make it all and this is perfect really. The team is worth it.
I guess that's all now. This would be much much better if life didn't have feelings attached to it, not to me at least, this everything feels unsustainable.
I got it, I have what I've always wanted and loved. Screw these thoughts