singing para-para-paradise

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Kiths Cafe at Park Mall

had a productive (?) friday day prior to this, then before nightfall, met with xin yun --- a night of bad food choices like dried up smoked duck sandwich with mildly salty tortilla chips which saved the day, and the throaty bitter aftertaste of the matcha green tea with ice cream.
bad food choices but good company. really thankful.
sometimes i really just want to give a hug to all of my friends b/c we made it. we made it through a levels which has long suppressed us. we are going places. we are soon going to be units of labour for the society. our ambitions are swelling. i wish i had greater ambitions. we are going to be the change we want to see in here. things are going to change. we are going to change. among all, we have survived the toughest time of our lives- sleep-deprived, lonely, stressful twilights, school politics & burdening expectations.
i am really inspired by the book idea. pre-university is a time to be cherished.
i really want to head overseas and see the world / yet there is so much to be afraid of. like death by unimaginable ways.
i want to stop binge eating, my head is a mess and my thoughts are infinite. my family is emotionally dispersed. nothing has changed since a levels began.

happier posts ahead guys.