bondi and sore feet

i wore long pants to the beach-each

went to get away

my dad was like "wah my feet so smooth" after treading on the silky soft sand

breakfast bowl today!!!! i love the peanut butter it's cheap ($5) and 100% peanut woop woop!!!

this is dated 20 feb. i was really pathetic then. i didnt actually know letting go would be so hard...? cried like i would never see a father again. i guess i'd just been so dependent on him the past few days. he has done a lot for me and we went to look around lots of places. i am much better now and would not like to revisit my sad emotions because that would hurt. 

soooo yeah we said goodbye at central station and i was telling myself "ok look away/ talk about something/ dont think about it" but when it came down to the last minute nearing the tap-in gate, and he was smiling and said the fatherly stuff that dads say when they leave their daughters alone in another continent i really couldnt help it and walked the way home crying. 

i also stopped by a bookshop at the train station to get rubberbands and thumbtacks. i was crying while browsing and also while paying AND TO THINK ABOUT IT NOW, it is such an epic thing. no wonder the lady at the counter was so nice like "do you need a bag? have a good day" like twice 

i should have looked more sympathetic so i can have free stationery dang it. 

today, which is 21st, 

i did a marvellous run with the roommates at 7am towards darling harbour, sort of like clarke quay! really beautiful and chilly, so for the first time in forever i didnt break out in perspiration, at all!! ive always been looking forward to this moment of not sweatinf while exercising and its happening- thats a positive thing because it fuels the motivation to keep exercising ☺️☺️☺️

paddy's market was visited by stacy and i after the run, and the cheap veg and fruits? i raved about it ten times to her about how we are coming here every alt day for good groceries and she mustve been so tired of it hehe. so my life here in the middle of chinatown is going to be a-okay, i will survive!!!! 

my feet hurt so essentially, i slept for two hours after that. woke up really confused.

had this bigass thang for lunch no joke