i don't psycho myself

managed a run todai n it was worth it afterwards even though it was unpleasant during the run bc i needed to pee ha ha ha ha ha ha

KEEPIN CLOSE TO ZHITING'S PLAN OF SEVENS AND EIGHTS *fingers crossed as hard as ever* *although i did mostly sevens i will reach a constant eight soon if the mind is calm and determined*

but pleasure > pain i love the aches and the fact that the tracks are empty at night and i can high five myself and shout out vulgarities heh heh heh

despite the nine to five workday NAHHHHH that's totally ok with me now yes yes yes yes

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i had a weird dream but it keeps disappearing from memory if i ever try thinking hard into it. 

THIS WEEK IS DRIVING TEST WEEK i need to renew my p d license. i'm scared as heckity heck but YAY FINALLY IT'LL BE OVER SOON AND IT SHOULD B IT MUST BE