if you want to see change you have to act out the change

it comes from within << easy to say but hard to do. always a work in progress.

today's life came out spontaneous unlike the other days. eg; i gotten round to watching glee s5e3 the tribute to cory monteith extremely heart wrenching yet beautiful how beautifully the show was scripted. i love how the writers weave in the story of finn's quarterback jacket being the object of desire by his friends and everyone wanting a piece of finn after his passing and it was mr schue who had the jacket all along he took it for himself and it was just really sad..
^ watched that w rugaiyah and
me: ok i'm going to get tissues, do you need?
r: yes.
haw haw and I didn't think she'd be one to cry over this bc she seemed fine watching it

i downloaded pokemon emerald and fml it is addictive to the ulti max okay i totally regret playing it from 8 pm to 4.50 am
(this rly happened)
i'm so not one to get this crazy but i think once i start smth i like i can't stop... tbh i don't even know how i'd gotten round to stop playing.... idk i think pokemon is so so so nostalgic even the newer versions like emerald have some hints of the original plot like how the first gym leaders are always rock-types and bicycles only come around later in the game and there's alw that one jealous rival from the town u r from- pokenerds u feel me????
it takes me back to the sweeter days of aaron and i being an invincible team getting our fav pokemon up to level 80 somethings to beat the elite four and gary the rival, getting the best combination for battle, trading eevees so we could have the three evolution forms, battling over the game boy adapter via double pokemon battles

i think pokemon is sooooooper awesome but not exactly the change i'd favour right now in my life although it rly does tie closely w one compartment of good childhood memories.