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Couldn't get past the third hour I think, w/o the terrible feeling of not being able to make it. Then I spent life in academic limbo ok i slept w/o thinking. Dayum in retrospect I really had some pretty disastrous outcomes ok just the Os and to fail again would be sick. Maybe just a tad stressed over what other people can accomplish (ie: Ivy League) and what I am now but what could have been if only I didn't ruin my secondary education quite badly. Sheets this is spilt milk I'm crying over. No turning back now keep accelerating keep accelerating please please.