1. i was hoping today would be a fun day, and it was ヾ(＠⌒ー⌒＠)ノ

fweeet hot housemates aflyin' with mesmerizing art pieces (with more mesmerizing appetizers) 

do what you want to do and the universe conspires to produce what you want.

i think that is true of stacy and her works. getting featured for an art exhibition is no mean feat. yknow im proud of you stacy!!!

2. failed one of those stuttering barrier tasks but passed it along with zhits peiy and bethea but we passed it and it was a great experience overall rly （＾ω＾）

3. ate some cake i know my body doesnt handle refined sugar much

but i managed to climb back up and just start again. its no point getting stuck in the bottomless pit. 

i always feel compelled to do tests on myself, to see how long i can handle it. i got back up this time and am more resolved

the moments of giving in to the foods that i have been trying to avoid have been really really sparse now. and im grateful for that. that ive come this far. that for me it shouldnt be a game anymore. no one plays around with their health. my throat hurt and my stomach felt bloated and i felt extremely lethargic and anxious. sh*t it feels sh*t to treat yourself like a waste dump. 

it feels bad to let your mind water down your good thoughts 

(ive been trying to plant my thoughts with better ones. ones worthy to be put in a vase; slow and steady though. bit by bit. it helps.)