1. my printer performed great today, without a single hiccup when i needed it most. i proclaimed my love for it because if you talk to inanimate objects it somehow receives the positive vibes (i'm just thinking of the green bean experiment whereby encouragement helps it grow more) ya idrkrn

2. started out thinking i overslept for school (i had not cooked my packed lunch) but found out a few minutes later that i didn't need to pack lunch bcos of the cancelled afternoon lecture. AAAAAAAAAYYYYYY happiness

3. slept in the afternoon with swirls of bad clouds and thoughts of neglect and abandonment and wilted friendships but woke up again doing what i set out to do for today. if you look from a third person point of view at yourself having bad thoughts, what do you actually see? nothing much really. nothing ever gets out, just, on the inside, you're breaking yourself up bit by bit. you're letting your unfounded fears disintegrate the very core of you.
what is supposed to be a home for your soul is now a battleground of emotions. which is not going to be good for yourself one bit.
drop the thoughts
drop the worries
literally, live in the moment
set up a plan
talk yourself through it
do what you can with what you have, where you are.